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1.Try as he might he's unable to speak
He grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
The bed is unmade like everything is
Dark little heaven at the top of the stairs
2. And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose, my dear
So, I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why
I'm gone, and you're still there
3. Now this applies both equally to you and I
The only thing we share is the same sky
These empty metaphors, they're all in vain
Like can't you see the grass is greener where it rains
4.You were a song in my head,
The warmth of the sheets in my bed
A story forever told, but never old,
A warm arrival never left so cold
5.Today in a breeze I sensed your perfume
But you were nowhere near.
And in reverie,
I felt you holding me.
6. I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
xx, -yours truly
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| i love the holidays :]
and the snow, it's all so pretty!
ack. i also love the idea of falling in love during the holidays.... yeah. so i hope everyone find someone to love for the holidays, and longer haha.
enjoy,
1. your icy fingertips graze my skin
and the taste of your frosted lips is addicting
the only thing keeping us warm is the blankets we're in
and our hearts consistent beating
2. gaining your affection is not just a hit-and-miss
sure, all the girls have their eyes on you
but it's only me to whom you blow a kiss
i thank god that i'm the lucky one with a love so true
3. when i'm in your arms, the rest of the world melts away
i find myself enfolded by your charming scent
time slows down and it's just you and me
that's when i realize: if you leave me, i'll die
xx, -yours truly
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| so enjoy this once in a life time opportunity. haha.
well, so there's this boy...hmm maybe you could tell from my post before the survey? baha. yeah.
well we're friends...but now there's this spark and i have been beaming for the whole day day about him. my friends at school think i'm nuts haha. i don't blame them. the thing is, he's so hard to read. like, i feel, deep down, that he knows something is there, just like i do. but, i don't know if he wants to act on it i guess i could say. my bestie keeps telling me (and she knows him well) oh he's just "passive" he's just "passive"
passive |ˈpasiv|
adjective
1 accepting or allowing what happens or what others do, without active response or resistance : the women were portrayed as passive victims.
ack, and i guess i agree. but that makes things so difficult. like, i'm always the one asking him to hang out. i just wish he's contact me this time, then maybe i'd have a better idea if he likes me. well, i guess what i am trying very hard to say is that i want proof that he wants to be with me, just like i want to be with him, and that he could do that simply by asking to see me... i don't know if that makes sense..bleh..what ever aha. it's just, i had the most amazing past to days with him. he is hilarious, sweet, charming. gack. ideal (except he has a new girl like every month.. baha but my friends from school keep saying "oh well, you'll be ms. december!" baha...yeah.. but i want to last longer than just december... i want to be his forever... but there goes me getting ahead of myself) anyways he means a lot to me.
...but now i find myself lost
what do i do? am i supposed to be "hard to get" (which i suck at)...or am i supposed to be a bit obvious so he get's a clue (which he might already have?...but i can't tell...as i said, he's hard to read-ish) do i wait a while to contact him again? (so my memory "haunts him" leaving him "wanting more" ahaha) or do i just go right for it? should i let him contact me first? -the thing about that one...as my friend said, he's "passive" so my worry is that the "spark" will dim and possibly die if he takes to long...or just never contacts me...
as you can tell, i care a lot about him.
but i just don't know if he returns the feelings...or if he doesn't at all...
guh what a mess. a beautiful one at that. haha :] i can't stop SMILING. ...and going bright red over my stupidity about this boy aha.
but at this moment... i just worry...
what if this ...thing..."spark"?... that we both (i know we both do. i just know it.) feel will fade to fast...and then we'll never end up together.
my biggest question:
how do you get the boy?
feel free to answer, because honestly i am dying to know! aha.
but seriousley, if you have any advice, comments, what ever. let me know! aha.
xx, -yours truly
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